
With Ruptures We are Wounded
Through Connection We are Healed
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“The Golden Whole”
To the best of my memory,
I was there — lucky, swaying, open-hearted.
I saw them all —
the ones who stole from me,
who hurt me,
who buried seeds of pain.
But I knew,
deep inside,
that my path to salvation
was not paved in vengeance,
but in forgiveness.
One by one,
and then all at once —
as a golden whole —
I let them go.
I saw not monsters,
but broken mirrors.
Victims of patterns,
echoes of their own pain.
And I felt sorrow
instead of rage.
Because anger does not serve me.
It poisons the well
of my spirit.
It cages my joy.
So I forgave —
not because they earned it,
but because I am worthy
of freedom.
And in that letting go,
the evil lost its grip.
The weight lifted.
I became lighter,
clearer,
unobstructed.
Now,
I walk toward God —
not as a victim,
but as one who chose
compassion over chains,
and love over fear.
- MT
